"Our iniquity is great/

But you're steadfast in your love

Abundant in your grace/

We're covered in your blood

Justified through faith/

And treasured as Your Son

You're faithful to the end/

You will never give us up."

the real joy is in loving

not in receiving the love

but in giving love

all is material for sacrifice

all

"He doesn't make mistakes

though I'm struggling now

i will trust in Him and wait"

"It seems like I aint ever gunna do it

i cant be everything that I aspire or desire to be

im feeling like Im in chains but truly im free

feeling like Im suffocating theres no way to breathe

But Im taking my deep breath living just to see Him"

"and even though Im tired he is giving me rest

and though my feet may get heavy the Lord is giving me strength"

Experiment

meager body

crushed between

two slabs

stricken heaving

beating

get me out of this

test lab

released into

the maze lab rat white bright light

no will to fight for a chance

running in circles you scrutinize my path

eyes black wide seeing only

an endless graph

do this do that

test me till im skin and rags

multiply me maximize me

inject me with pitiful laughs

cold tables cold desks cold knees

trembling in class

lab rat run

around till we are done

you will be free in a month

after a

test tube of fear the squeezing injections and stuns.

drink it up

and pretend its fun