tonight

misunderstood
drawing close
but all it does is repel
all i do is repel you


i keep jumping
bounds
and lines
i never saw them anyway
but you do and they do
the lines to keep me on this
side
to not be
too much

stay quiet girl
wait still girl
dont dont spam me
with yourself
with your feelings and likes
and laughs

your too much
stay behind the line
the wall
the fence
you cant come into
me.

i just wish
you'd understand
i apologize
but then again no

how can i be sorry
that i run and climb
to understand the otherside
to be in clear view of you
cant you see me now?
no.
even on the other side
all my details pulled out sharp
magnified in florescent
i am repulsive
and you turn off the light