scattered thoughts

depravity
depravity
the one word i can use
to describe
each
and every
one of us
being's
condition
such a state i am in
to think to look and reflect upon myhearts condition
then compare to a holy God?
i am almost numb at the inadequacy
i do not cry do not flinch my position
i am unable to be perfection
utmost loving
and caring
devoted
and selfless
no matter how many times i plead why
why i fall short.
this is the curse on humanity.
and here i am
rich.
bathing in comfort
deceived at the thought that
"this is what i deserve"
and worse..wanting craving more?
insanity.
alseep i walk
to the vision of eternity
i am a blind man calling and crying out
and you whisper words of comfort
and touch my eager eyes.
awaken us Lord
to the REALITY
of the gospel
and the REALITY
of the current state of our hearts
and this world.
let us redeem the time Father.
and live with the urgency for which you called.
a broken and contrite spirit is what i have and offer to you.

Micah 6:8
He has shown you, O man, what is good; And what does the Lord require of you But to do justly, To love mercy, And to walk humbly with your God?