found on a scratch notebook paper..haha result of idleness

Taste and see
The coast side dark, is asleep,
with its high uneven stones, and looming palm trees.
they draw breathlessly near
to the calm, untouched, green sea.
the white foam lazy, is drifting
up and down
upon still, shiny, black rocks;
sharp and cool.
each tired wave slides forward
and retreats back shyly.
it waits to gain confidence
but wanders back again
for a .taste. of earth.
up high,
the dawn is breaking
through dim, hazy clouds.
a righteous
warm glow
is falling
down
slowly
to this, still,quiet scene.
patiently covering
with new,
glistening light.

i miss you Lord. i wish you here. i am sorry for denying you. im sorry fordenying you. from being cheated by cheap and hollow philosophy. dont let me go. i miss you. flood me with your presence. i dont want anything . nothing i want no one i want no thing in this wretched world. i want your presence i want to feel you here with me. i want you please this is all i want. i am disgusted with myself i want none of me all of you minimise me. i need you desperatly. keep me broken and be all i want all i need.Jesus draw near. solidify capture me break me speak to me through your HOLY WORDS. you are all i have there is nothing i desire.. keep me like this keep me like this

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Passion pit-I've Got Your Number

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april 15, 2009

i dont want to care anymore.
when i care i am helpless
and i pour out showers
of pain
that mirror this solemn day
this heart frozen as my pale hands
under this grey, shivering canopy.
the earth covered..shimmering,wet
under sheets of, rain
paints a picture of a deep hidden part
of my yearning, hoping heart
i am always wanting
always wanting.
and the hands that i sit
and wait eagerly, earnestly for
those hands
stay empty,
offering doses of disappointment
that become hard to swallow.
harder to drink down
every time.
it stings as taste it
and my eyes wince.
these subtle gifts of nothing,
flow through me
like cold water
rushing though hot veins.
closing doors on fanciful ideals.
i numbly walk through a steal wind
on this day blotted with dull shades
and i see myself
in every frigid leaf and broken branch.
waiting still, silently
for the gentle fingers of
glowing warmth, to come through
heavy clouds
waiting still
to be touched.

hello world

Declaration! Declaration!
to the world
realize. wake up
from your cold bed sheets
let your eyes open and catch the light and wonder
what a mystery
it is that you are there.
in that place.
breathing
breaths and you are a being.
living in a world spinning
spinning in a universe
dashed with milky ways-
you are microscopic
less then nothing
in the scope of all of -this.
oh oh how we make this
colorful bleeding pounding racing calm world-
common.
this insanity of existing.
perplexing .
how can your mind wrap around..
the image staring back at you
in a mirror.
Oh who made these intricate features
this consciousness
that we move and cry and laugh and play inside?
listen...
as you lie awake for
the sound of the melodious cry
within you searching
pulsing
for God.

hello world