yes
I know
you will leave me unsatisfied
with every kind word
with every warm gift
that is not from You
You want me like this
a broken piece. You know you are the glue
to fix
You know
that only your words heal
You know that i do not feel real
or whole
or smiling at all
when im all wraped up in
others arms
it doesnt feel warm
on this fall day
to fill my day
with musing of men
it doesnt make sense
to throw away
the only love that
will never end.
all others will fade
when my eyes are closed
and hands cold.

but to live is You
and to die is You
and You are my life
so when I dont have You
Im without
Im hungry
Im through

who do i have in heaven but you?
what is there on this earth that i crave but you?
everything of me will dissolve and fall
but you hold my weak heart
and make it work
you are what i need right now,
tomorrow and into days that never end.