i dont know what i am doing
i hope you know
and i dont know who i am anymore
I want to see you so badly it is true
but all i see is all of me
and none of you
i see a girl
who knows your story
has to be true
this cosmic universe is so complicated
no one could have made it but You
But oh
I sit so utterly removed
so sadly confused and
i misuse
whats given
and it is dreadfully true
i am wandering jrr.
but i am lost
find me Jesus
I beg you.
Thursday, August 9, 2012
This has just been
one dark summer.
how ironic.
there has been splashes of happiness
here and there.
But over all it has felt cold and bare.
I tremble at the wasted time
and frown lines.
"We are all going to die anyway"
kept me awake all night.
what am i living for anyway?
it feels like I am nothing
searching for nothing
how pleasent
how cruel
meaningless
fool.
one dark summer.
how ironic.
there has been splashes of happiness
here and there.
But over all it has felt cold and bare.
I tremble at the wasted time
and frown lines.
"We are all going to die anyway"
kept me awake all night.
what am i living for anyway?
it feels like I am nothing
searching for nothing
how pleasent
how cruel
meaningless
fool.
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