"Not all who Wander are Lost"- jrr tolkien

i dont know what i am doing
i hope you know
and i dont know who i am anymore

I want to see you so badly it is true
but all i see is all of me
and none of you

i see a girl
who knows your story
has to be true

this cosmic universe is so complicated
no one could have made it but You

But oh

I sit so utterly removed
so sadly confused and
i misuse
whats given
and it is dreadfully true

i am wandering jrr.

but  i am lost

find me Jesus
I beg you.