Thursday, February 5, 2009

part of a prayer i wrote to God about a week and a half ago and now found. i was sitting in my dim cozyish room and let my heart overflow.

i am confused about the human condition
when will it be my chance
to love
to break free
to have the ending
where faces sulk and eyes get wet
and everyone is smiling
selfish spirrit
focus on others
yet my mind waits for a dream come true
but how so?
in a wretched world
spun with evil
will
a beautiful life
unravel
from its tight life pulsing
grasps
i dont know
i want to feel
i want someone to
feel with me
the same
and consitant
holding hands standing on te edge of
the unknown
is a beautiful
thing to behold
im willing
i am ready
my heart is always
hoping enduring ready to love till
i cant anymore.
who could love me back like that?
pure and endless
constant..
i sit here wondering..
if i will ever find that on earth.
my chances are immensly slim.
the movies and pictures.. miror a lie.
but truth flows from
the pages
of the BOOK
and i have no where to
go
but the foot of Him
who wrote them.
let me wait on you.
joyfully. my hope.
i want to love you
i want to know you King.even love
here on earth.. with all its vigor
is nothing
ccompared to how you love me..
captivate me
stop me . pursue me God

1 comment:

  1. Wow. "Stop me." There's so much in those two words.

    Hey, did you ever think about giving your friend the book of John? Have your books come in yet?

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