God
Maker
I write in vain tonight
i ask questions, I have no answers
I slip off my chair and cry
for humanity
i cant reach
my hands and feet are stuck
beneath the weight of my
lack
of understanding
i let confusion trick me
and thoughts invade my head, my eyes
blur at the thought of not knowing
who you are and what you said
why do i question
your love
so deep?
i want to hold on but i am feeling out of reach
i am closed. i am cold. i am void of knowledge.
yet if i were to attain it
my answer would not be found
books lie, dust covered and useless.
a smart mind and many words
will not gain your approval.
in my fury, in my fight
in my plight, i wont acquire your ways
they are higher than mine,
me the created.
i cant fathom you divine.
i yell.
but no one can hear.
but you my King
bend down your ear,
to hear the cry of your daughter,
a heart crushed
to seek her Father
and know His love.
open the door
and show me your wisdom.
hold my heart secure,
in the bonds of
your Shepherd hands.
the walls of my mind
stay closed-
i await for you-
to whisper peace and understanding
into the empty corners of fractured words and skewed thoughts.
author.
perfecter of all i believe
i await your story.
let me see it through your eyes-
mine are tainted
mine are poor.
i see hazes and figures, but nothing sure.
questions; they slide between my tears.
shine your face upon me
i am in need
find me here.
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