Saturday, December 11, 2010

its okay.
ill get over you
i know im not white
and i dont stand out to you
its okay
ill get over you
ill ask for the strength
ill beg for it.
its okay
 ill swallow any tears
hard hard
swallow hard
till they
are all gone
you made it obvious i know
you showed me clear
mesmorized by another
your eyes never falling on me
your knees bent infront of
a white statue with
perfect lines
not a messy girl
confused likeme.
you wanted me to know
that i
am nothing
i am everyone i am anyone.
i dont need you anyway
i never needed you.
i only craved.
i only admired
and dreamed
and ill wake up now
ill wake up
im sorry i will wake up.

1 comment:

  1. I love how honest you are in your writing. I'm praying for you.

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